Some People Are Just Passing-Traveller in Your Life...

It's like a bus, some people get up the same bus with you, you talked for a while until he take off, then you continue your own way till your final destination...

I used to think, he/she can be last forever, but in the end, they are just the passing-travelling in my life, we did take the same bus from different stop, we had a few same stops, but in the end, they just got off from my bus...The feeling is not bad, cause you''ll get used to it. It often takes you a long time to understand the satuation, what's the role in the game you are playing.

It's been a while I did not write something on my blog...it's kinda place I talk to myself, and to record something important in my life. Last weekend I went to Czech Republic with Dina n Lisa, it was a great time with them. I had a lot of fun. :)

Is Timing Everything?

Recently, I've been asking myself this question as my title, " Is timing everything?" The story is my good SooJung graducated from my university, I would like say Congraducation for her like I did on Thursday. She decided going back to South Korea on 30.08.2009. As a good friend, I really don't want she goes back to Korea, cause I am so get used to see her around me to share all the sadness and happniness with me. However, Soo has a boyfriend here and they are in a relationship. Everytime I see them, I can see how happy they are, it shows on their face. But sooner, they gonna be sepreated, I asked Soo why you started a realtionship if you know you will go back, I don't really remember the answer anymore, but she told me Timing is very important. Indeed, timing is so important, it can be at the right the time, you meet a right guy, or it's other way around. There are so many possiblities in our lieaves. Soo told me life is a big question mark, it brings us to somewhere unexpected. I think if I have one I love and he loves me, I won't go back, I will stay here for him, maybe that's me...I am the person who is looking for love in all of my life, even though I don't want admit it. Soo told me maybe I never met someone nice, I doubt it, cause I did meet someone very nice, but I didn't treatsure it, and I let it went away. Who will be the next one? I hope it will not take so long...


For the Korean girl I love...

Being Lazy&Busy

Due the reason I got the summer job in Philips, I have no summer break anymore. That's why I didn't update my blog for a while, I've been quiet busy. But anyway, I don't know there will be much people to read my blog. I am pretty lukcy to get this job, however, it's Philips! Work in Supply Chain Management department is nice, I like the atmosphere here. I work with Soo and Dina, what a coincidence! No matter what, we are always together. I believe that's destiny!

Recently nothing really new happened to me, just everyday go and back from working. Being tired and going to bed early. Now I really think being a student is much better! No wonder so many people after working in Company for few years they will quit and choose to be a student again...

Since he went to holiday, I feel nothing really much anymore. I should move on with my own life. He will go home anyway, but I will not move with him or for him. Remember that day I played Tator with my Chinese friends, I got the answer from the magic cards. It's like a mirror in my heart...

I am looking forward to go to Ky's party with Dina and Lisa, my two hot biachtes. Maybe can meet someone nice there...we'll see:)

I still like you...Maybe even love...

These day I am so being so stressful, I have to work, but meanwhile, I have to do 6 exams. I have no motiviation to do anything. The only thing I want to do is relaxing and sleeping.

Luckily, I got the job in Philips, and I pass the internship assesment. Dina, we are awesome! No matter what we do, we're always stick with each other:). Like I said, you can not get rid of me.

He went to travel with his family, I went to met him in Tilburg. But in my heart, I still didn't let him go. I don't know why, the first time after these years, I open up my heart to somebody competetly. But of course he couldn't do anything with this broken heart. Because sooner or later, he's leaving to New Zealand/Australia. Sometimes I feel I am so silly, the day he went away, I began to check his facebook everyday, wether he uploaded some new pictures, or he updated his facebook. I printed out our pictures, look at them day by day. I know I still like him, maybe even I am in love with him. But anyway, he doesn't belong to me, I have to let him go. Just be opsmastic, everything will fine. To like somebody is also not bad, right?

Goodbye My Love one...Or Let's Say..See you later

At first when we met
We said hi

Now we're still friends
But we've said goodbye

I gave you a chance
And you rejected

You said it's not good right now
And you stand corrected

You see what you've lost
At least I hope you do

You see what others can have
But not you

I don't mean to sound conceited
Or vain in any way

I'm just merely pointing out
What you had, and threw away

I liked you a lot
I honestly did

But did you feel the same?
Were there feelings you hid?

If you had feelings for me
You didn't show it

Because things are over now
And I didn't know it

If you didn't have feelings
Then why did you say so

When the only person you trust, lies
Then where do you go?

I just wanted to say
Thought you needed to know

These feelings I have
Need to be let go

Missing you

서로를 잊겠죠 그럴 수 있겠죠
也许会忘掉彼此吧,也许会那样吧

이제 우리 멀리 있게 되면
马上我们就要离得很远

정말 함께 하고 싶은데
真的很想在一起

그대 가는 길이 어디든 난 가고 싶은데
不管你去向哪里我都想跟着你

난 고개 숙이죠 아무말 못하죠
但是我没说出口只低着头

그저 눈물만 참을 뿐이죠
只能忍住泪水

바보처럼 울먹이는 날
象傻瓜一样哭泣的那天

기억하게 하긴 싫었죠 날 떠나가지만
不想让你记得,虽然你离开我

I'll be missing you
我会想念你

어쩔수 없죠 숨쉬는 것 조차
没有办法,连呼吸

내겐 너무 힘든 이별인 걸요
对我来说都那么累

I'll be there for you
我会在那里等你

힘이 들 때면 그대
疲惫的时候请你记得

언제나 여기서 널 기다리는 날
我会一直在这里

항상 기억해요
等你

사랑한단 말도 함께 하잔 말도
爱你的那句话

그 어떤 말도 할 수 없었죠
任何话都无能说出来

그대 발길 힘겨울까봐
因为怕你的脚步会沉

나 때문에 더 힘들까봐 난 그냥 보내요
怕因为我你会更累,所以只能这样让你走

I'll be missing you
我会想念你

어쩔수 없죠 숨쉬는 것 조차
没有办法,连呼吸

내겐 너무 힘든 이별인 걸요
对我来说都那么累

I'll be there for you
我会在那里等你

힘이 들 때면 그대
疲惫的时候请你记得

언제나 여기서 널 기다리는 날
我会一直在这里

항상 기억해요
等你

잠시 뿐이겠죠 지금처럼 낯선 이별도
只是暂时吧,象现在这样陌生的离别

그대 돌아올 그때 외롭거나 낯설지 않게
当你回来的时候不能让你觉得陌生

내가 기다릴께요
所以我会一直等下去

I'll be missing you
我会想念你

어쩔수 없죠 숨쉬는 것 조차
没有办法,连呼吸

내겐 너무 힘든 이별인 걸요
对我来说都那么累

I'll be there for you
我会在那里等你

힘이 들 때면 그대
疲惫的时候请你记得

언제나 여기서 널 기다리는 날
我会一直在这里

항상 기억해요
等你

The Moment

I am not afraid hurt anymore...

I am not afraid expection anymore...

I thought the simple life can cover everything

But I forgot why I always run away

My love...it's still exist...

I will wait for you near by the sea...wait for the tides bring you back to me :)

Is possible that God's arrgement of the good tension faith?

The way you walk, the way you smile， the way you treat me...

In my subconsciousness, I know that's true love...